| so i was just sitting here and i just remembered something
so i remember like a long time ago, when i went to the movies with him, we were walking around after the movie was over. i remember the night was cold, and the bleachers were wet. i still remember. so we just stood there and hugged, held hands, walked. then a woman came up to us and asked us for money, but the first thing she said to me was, " sorry i interruped you and YOUR HUSBAND", i couldn't help but laughed. my husband? i have no husband. he was like, freaking 15, or no 16. it was pretty funny how she said it though. then we both looked at each other, then i responded, "oh, he's not my husband". the lady said, "oh your boyfriend", i was like, well he's not my boyfriend either, but anyways.. so we just gave her money and she left. we stood there looking each other in the eyes, and i could say, that was one of the best moments i've ever had, probably one of the funniest ones too. how often would some random woman think someone was your husband when you were only 16.
why did i randomly think of that? i really dont know. but i was just listening to a song, then i thought of him. and what happened that night was the first thing that popped into my head.
it's funny though, because now, we aren't even friends. so im wondering how things fell apart, yeah it was hells of my fault though. it's all about regrets. all the things i could have done and shouldn't have done. if i could take back what i did, i would. i would give anything to have everything back. i would give anything to able to go back in time and change what happened in between. but kevini, this is reality, face it, you are living in the real world. things like this happen. deal with it. things will be okay
this is what i keep telling myself |
